I'm sad.

I've tried so hard reconnecting with old friends that I had left behind in Riverside when I moved out to the desert, but it's not working.
Now that I've moved back, I'm as lonely as I was when I lived out there. I think I get to see less of my friends these days for some reason. I know, other people shouldn't influence my level of happiness or sadness, but it does. I live with one of my best friends, she's amazing, she really is - but her social life totally out ranks mine. She's always at work, and her free time is spent elsewhere, at least it feels that way this month. ...  I just want someone to hangout with, as pathetic as that sounds. I wish I had friends who'd come over, JUST to be here, to watch silly movies, play video games, tell ridiculous stories to one-another and for them to invite me over to do the same.

... this desire of mine may sound extremely childish to some, but it's not. It's a very basic need, one which I don't have. :[